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I'm nicholas and I'll love you only if you are monster chan. I enjoy being with my monster chan and I'd love to spend the rest of my life with her.
Yay, my life is all about my monster chan :D
3 years of memories.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 5:03 PM
shifted to wordpress because of honey.
http://thefatbean.wordpress.com/
cheers mate! :)
mallala race track!
Sunday, October 25, 2009 5:39 PM
woke up at 8:30am today to meet pat and we head to the mallala race track.
it was damn happening and they got like hundreds of cars over there.
and all the cars are freaking modified!
the whole place was bloody noisy and there's this mazda rx7 that is really loud.
if the car is at wheelock, you can 100% hear it from heeren.
cos the race track is damn huge but from 1 end of the race track,
you can bloody hear the rotary engine exhaust note from the other end.
and when i saw the cars racing on the track,
i really wish my car was here so that i can whack it on the track too. :P
so anyway, we were there from about 11am till about 4pm.
oh and here's the fastest car around and a picture of with the race track.
and don't write this car off cos its pushing out 600+ horsepower from a 2L engine.its timing was a freaking 1 minute and 10 seconds for 1 lap.
and the next fastest car was like few car lengths away.
really awesome ride.
its running a nissan engine and the body is custom-made.
oh and the scenery while going to and coming back from the race track was beautiful!
super relaxing and awesome nature!
made me wish i can just live in a small house with honey there.
then we both just have each other's company and shut ourselves from the world.
HAHA! i know that sounds kinda insane but i thought it'd be nice. XD
here are the pictures. :)
and i realised this morning about something that really made me think alot.
never knew i was such a failure as a boyfriend.
im sorry honey.
500g of rump steak.
Saturday, October 24, 2009 10:02 AM
went to town yesterday with my friend, lin.
ate at this argentinian restaurant called, "Gaucho"
and gosh the steak that i ordered was humongous!
that 500g of rump steak almost killed me.
immediately gave half to lin cos i knew i won't be able to finish it.
oh and they took really long to cook the steak.
waited like 30-40 minutes till i went to get nuts for my chrystle chan and my family.
bought AUD$130 worth of nuts for them.
got almond, walnut, macadamia and all. HAHA!
then later im going to harbour town to get them havaianas slippers.
hmm, might do a little shopping for myself too. :P
been listening to ekin cheng's song, "fa xian" all the time.
and it just makes me miss honey even more.
don't know how much more do i have to suffer just to meet her.
another 107 more days but time seems to move slower nowadays.
after this tomorrow and i'm left with 14 more weeks in australia.
can't wait to get back and drive around singapore.
yesterday when my friend was driving me around,
it really made me miss my car even more.
in singapore i'd always drive around.
then i don't have to walk back home alone. sigh!
but yesterday, i had to walk home in the quiet and dark alley about 11 plus!
had it been in singapore, i'd have driven straight outside my house.
plus if im tired, can drive faster and reach home soon.
but here i gotto walk damn freakin' far just to get back home. :(
anyway time will fly and in no time i'll be back.
i miss my bike too.
really love those times when i'll cycle from my place to honey's place then to changi end.
enjoy those quiet and peaceful like rides when i can hear my heart pumping hard.
but nevermind, the weather is starting to get warm now.
so i'll just go have my daily runs or something.
cos honey keep saying im fat and all.
feel so depressed till i wanna gorge my throat and vomit whatever i eat.
i wanna be anorexic and be skinny like bone.
nah actually my dream body would be ekin cheng's kinda body.
not too skinny and not fat but just nice and very lean.
especially his chin, so bloody defined you know!
thats what i've always wanted.
i'll watch my diet from now onwards.
will make sure i lose enough weight then honey can't say me anymore.
okay i think i better go shower cos its late already.
im leaving at 1:10pm but its 12:50pm and i haven't shower! HAHA!
cheers mate!
why does clock ticks so slowly?!
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 4:47 PM
gosh i can't wait for 8th feb to arrive.
i wanna get back home!
just realised im starting to forget how to drive already.
thats spells trouble alright.
and i just send back the jeans to honey and all.
its gonna take 10 working days.
hopefully it'll reach them smoothly.
cos i didn't do registered mail.
so anything wrong and im so dead.
and im chatting with honey now.
really miss her so badly i tell you.
can't imagine how much she means to me until i come australia.
oh and i went to the wrecking yard today with my officer.
saw lots of cars and had lots of fun.
i even got to smash a few windscreens of cars. :P
then i get to kick around cars without worrying of getting into trouble. :)
isn't that fun?!
and i grabbed this "FORD" badge from a van there.
i just use my officer's pocket knife and pry out the badge. ;)
gonna keep it but still thinking what to use it for. :X
hmmm, this friday i might be having steak for dinner.
but honey keeps saying im fat. :(
isn't that depressing? SOBS!
i'll just have vegetables and a packet of instant noodles tonight.
shall starve myself from now onwards.
i feel so fat and its all chrystle chan's fault. :(
why must she break my heart and tell me im fat? :'(
okay i gotto end here.
im gonna go exercise my mouth by eating that bar of crunchy chocolate. :P
cheers mate!
i miss my car.
Sunday, October 18, 2009 3:37 PM
sigh living in australia made me realised how good it is to have a car.
wish i can get a temporary car here but i can't. :(
yikes, thus i gotto keep walking and walking even when i take the pubic transport.
and the public transport is different here.
travelling is damn freakin' inconvenient cos you gotto always transit in the city.
meaning even if you wanna get to the other place which is just beside where you are,
you still gotto take the bus to the city first.
even if it means you gotto make 1 damn big round.
its like i wanna go to pasir ris from tampines,
i have to take the bus to orchard (presume that's the city cos its the closest to my experience),
then from orchard i'll take another bus that goes to pasir ris.
so ain't that freakin' dumb?
so anyway i stayed at home the whole day today.
woke up at about 10am to help snow lock the door when she goes out.
aftermath i went back to sleep till about 12pm then i went to woolworths to meet snow.
cos we both gotto withdraw money and do little bit of grocery.
then head home and did our checks on the apartment and then pay the rent.
next we just bummed around at home.
thought of going out but all shops closes at 5pm so no chance.
and my room feels like a oven even though the temperature outside is 17 degrees.
well the sun is shinning directly at my room so its damn warm.
had to close the blinds to cool my room.
at least now its not as hot like before but, its still rather hot for my liking.
then at night its damn freakin' cold till i use 2 blanket and a jacket.
but cos im wearing my soccer shorts, my legs are freezing cold.
oh well, but i still prefer this kinda weather and temperature than summer.
im starting to worry that if summer time, it gets to about 40 degrees.
so how am i gonna sleep when there isn't any air con in my room?!
i'd probably be fried like an egg! :(
and my little honey is damn mean to me.
just cos her school will start tomorrow, she's all moody and grumpy now.
yeah and she's throwing her temper at me.
plus its damn frustrating when skype is so freakin' laggy.
then i keep telling honey not to webcam cos its damn laggy but she doesn't listen.
think if i do the same she'd probably get angry and all.
but if i get angry and all, she'll cry and say im mean to her.
sigh, also don't know what to do you know! :(
urgh! i think i better stop updating then see if it helps to stop the lag in skype.
cheers mate!
missing that old and dark room.
Saturday, October 17, 2009 6:33 PM
i just finish moving to my new apartment.
the room is smaller but brighter.
however, because of how the furnitures are arranged, i've got more space here.
but suddenly, i've this unpleasant feeling.
realised that im missing my previous apartment.
cos i live alone inside that 3 room apartment meaning i can just use everything myself.
i don't have to worry about the timing to shower in the morning.
and i can talk at ease when skype-ing with honey.
sigh, i really wish i could've remained in that apartment. :(
anyway today's a damn stupid day.
initial plan was that i'll move to the new apartment in the morning.
but the damn agent didn't have the keys and all.
end up, we started moving in at 6 plus with the master key.
we'll only get our keys on monday.
now both snow and i only got 1 key and she's keeping it.
so tomorrow i probably can't go out cos i don't have a key yet.
sigh, don't know if im able to sleep tonight. :(
cos i somehow have already gotten used to sleeping in my previous room. sobs!
means now i gotto slowly adapt to this new place again. sigh!
alright i really don't know what to update.
suddenly i just wish i can hurry get back to singapore.
can't imagine how i'll feel if im going back to singapore tomorrow.
think i'll probably be too excited till i can't sleep at all. :D
i wanna hurry back and drive around singapore with honey.
not forgetting i wanna hug honey tightly and spend lots of time with her! :)
every night i'll look at her picture and then admire for a long time.
keep looking at her picture till i fall asleep. :X
sigh, indeed i should've listend to honey and choose local attachement.
anyway its all done and over, just gotto grit my teeth and be strong. :D
cheers mate!
good intention, wrong method.
Friday, October 16, 2009 8:27 PM
have to admit that at times, i always take the wrong approach.
no matter what my initial intentions are, i still made that mistake.
i really wanna protect honey with all that i can but i just fail miserably.
as in, the approach and method i used, its too harsh.
think i gotto learn to be more patient towards her.
else she always thinks i don't love her and all. :(
anyway i've created a gmail account that doesn't look too kiddy.
cos i always get laughed whenever i give them my hotmail account.
geez its damn embarrassing but well i created them when i was about 10 or 11?
that's like 9-10 years ago mate!
so anyway i won't feel shy about giving people my email anymore. :D
oh and i finally got to eat japanese food today!
though it doesn't taste as nice as singapore, but its better than nothing yeah?
and i ate inari too! :)
but its damn expensive here.
the damn inari cost me aud$3 for goodness sake!
and the wasabi here aren't as fresh and strong like singapore ones. :(
nevermind, another few more weeks and i'll be back home.
after this sunday and it'll be 15 weeks left. XD
next, i bought some stuffs when i was in the city just now.
bought 3 packs of wasabi peas and a pack of organic goji berries from central market.
aftermath, walked around at rundle street.
went to the shop, "american apparels" and they've got quite nice clothes.
but the price, worse than topman!
freakin' plain jacket cost aud$66 and the material isn't something to shout about.
so we left and then walked around before i head to rip curl.
went to get socks and thank goodness they ain't too expensive.
5 pairs for aud$19.90 i think.
didn't really see the amount properly. :P
head home after that cos i gotto rush home to chat with my little girl.
shihan actually asked me to join him and his friends to the pub.
he even tempted me saying the shots over there are dirt cheap, only aud$2!
i was like, "gosh! damn it! you serious?!"
but nah i ain't going cos i know my little girl doesn't really like me going to these places.
see, i listen to this tiny girl. :D
reason being, she's truely nice to me. XD
and after i saw that oakley poster of this aussie guy with long blonde hair,
it made me ever more determined to keep my hair long.
not long to the extend of looking like a girl.
but seriously, one look at me from behind and nobody can ever mistake me for a girl.
cos where the heck can you find such a huge girl?
unless she's a fat bitch then i got nothing to say.
but even how, my body frame is definitely impossible for a girl to have.
so well, it means its alright for me to have long hair yeah? :D
for this i won't listen to my little girl.
cos she'll surely ask me to cut my hair.
i've decided to just leave it till im going to the army then i'll cut.
but im worried if my hair is long, i might not do well for napfa.
because if my hair is long, it'll be heavy and then it'll be harder to do the pull-ups.
plus the long hair would be like a resistance during my 2.4km run. XD
alright that sounded lame and funny but on a serious note, it makes sense yeah?
else why the heck the army want all the recruits to shave their damn hair off?
cos it'll make them feel like feathers! :D
okay im gonna go chat with my little girl. :)
cheers mate!