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Welcome.
I'm nicholas and I'll love you only if you are monster chan. I enjoy being with my monster chan and I'd love to spend the rest of my life with her.
Yay, my life is all about my monster chan :D
my one and only love; chrystle chan.
Wednesday, April 09, 2008 12:00 AM
alright, i'm gonna focus today's update on chrystle chan; the wonderful girlfriend of mine.
having been with her for close to 15 months,
we've gone through miles and distance beyond words.
through thick and thin, she's been by my side without complaining.
even though at times, i do things that hurt her, she never leave me.
even when those stuffs brings tears to her cute face, she still stood by me.
sometimes i wonder, what shit damn luck have i struck to find such a wonderful girl.
like that day, because of some stuffs, baby cried on the bus back to her place.
with her back facing me, i started thinking about so many stuffs.
about how good chrystle chan have been for me.
that really made me so guilty. sigh.
just by counting what baby have done for me compared to what i've done for her,
i feel like i've been so useless as her boyfriend.
i bring her so much trouble with my actions without sparing a thought for her.
honestly, chrystle chan have truly showed me what true love is.
she has seriously taught me the true meaning of love.
and that its something that i always thought i knew but was proven wrong by her.
i always thought that by giving your care, concern, love and everything is enough.
and that by being faithful and true, not scolding or shouting at your love,
not hitting your love, showering her with detailed care like buying her food and stuffs,
feed her food and taking care of her when she's sick etc, etc.
but frankly speaking, these are nothing when it comes to what i've learnt from chrystle.
she taught me that loving a person is about accepting the person's past and everything.
no matter what mistake he/she has done before, you still gotto love him/her.
and that even if that person does hurtful things to you,
leaving that person would never be in your mind.
also, she taught me that we gotto be supportive to our partner in everything.
plus, we gotto forgive whatever mistakes our love ones has done in the past.
well there's many more but i just can't list them out or its gonna be like a storybook.
all i can say is, everything that chrystle have done for me,
i will never be able to repay her.
such an amazing girl that's so caring and wonderful to me, i really don't know what to do.
one thing that i can think and will know is, i'm definitely gonna hold on tight to her.
ain't gonna let her go for anything else even if its for money.
since money can be finished someday, only chrystle's love matters.
cos her love will last even longer than time can measure.
chrystle chan, thank you so much for everything.i promise you that i'll never let you go.your place in my heart is definitely different compared to my ex-girlfriends.i may have decided not to leave them in the past but,the feeling that you give me is totally different from theirs.you give me the desire to commit my entire life to you.and that you make me feel so insecure without you in my life.i don't know how to prove your importance to me.but i just want you to know, your importance to me is even greater than anything.don't compare yourself to my past relationship cos,in you, i wanna commit my entire life and the feeling is so strong.its not like how i felt for my ex-girlfriends.its a totally different feeling.p.s i love you.