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Welcome.
I'm nicholas and I'll love you only if you are monster chan. I enjoy being with my monster chan and I'd love to spend the rest of my life with her.

Yay, my life is all about my monster chan :D

Hello. My parents named me NICHOLAS and that was how my name came about. I arrived into this world on the 6th July 1989. I'm happily attached to my chrystle chan since 12th January 2007. While I enjoy irritating the shit outta my girl when I'm free cos it gives me a sense of satisfaction.
My hobbies are sleeping, muay thai, drums, rugby, shopping and playing pool. I tend to get bored easily and I'm pretty hot-tempered at times. :)

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Alright, I've decided to put off the older style of writing my title to every post. Now, its gonna be whatever that comes into my mind. Anyway, things just got worse today when we all thought it'll change for the better. She came over to my place today with Li Rong and I thought it'd be a good chance for us to improve our relationship and make it better but, it didn't turn out that way. We ended up getting upset with each other AGAIN and thus, the "ignoring shit" started AGAIN. Sigh.

Maybe, we were wrong to get together so fast without even understanding each other enough. Sigh. I really don't know alright. We were together from 3plus to about 6plus and its about 3 hours of time together. BUT, guess what?! we barely talk to each other for more than 3 sentence. I can use my 5 fingers to count the times that we talked to each other. Sigh. I don't know what to do anymore. Sigh.

Anyway, today is my daddy's birthday and we went to Tampines Mall to have dinner at Crystal Jade Restaurant. Sigh. Crystal? Sigh. I really miss her so much and I really don't know why we've to be like that. Sigh. Well, we had our dinner and headed home after that. Didn't go shopping or walk about at all. We had a small celebration when we reach home. Opened a bottle of red wine to drink with my sister, her boyfriend, my daddy and my aunt. While, my 2 younger siblings drank apple juice. HAHA! Anyway, kept dranking to drown my sorrows but it just seems so hard to forget everything. Sigh. I really hate the situation I am in. Geez!

Alright, I've to go to bed already cause I still have school tomorrow morning. God bless me if I'll get some bloody hangover since I'm having my test tomorrow. :X Thanks for reading. Cheers!

Labels: broken heart, sunken cheeks, swollen eyes, tears

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